Tuesday, September 1, 2009

O, O, it's magic...

I had a very vivid dream last night. I dreamed that my sister was here and suggested that I might be pregnant. (I keep having this thought due to some random symptoms, but I've had my period and all that, so I'm pretty confidant that I am not), but she convinced me to test (in my dream) and so I did. It came up positive, but I didn't believe it. So I took another, different brand, test. And that one was positive, too. But I still felt I needed to be sure and took another brand, too and they were all positive! The clearest part of my dream now was getting a hug from my sister in my bathroom with her congratulating me on being pregnant.

I am really looking forward to my sister being around a little more this time around. Last time I was trying to get pregnant, she ended up pregnant with her 4th child and was scared to tell me, but she said I was really the only one she wanted to tell. I was thrilled for her and when I called her when she was back over seas to tell her my news she cried so hard! Our daughters are about 4 months apart, which is pretty cool. I know she's not going to be here all the time, since she's living a state away right now, but even still! I'm very happy that she'll be around a bit.

When I woke up this morning and my temp had finally gone up, I was very happy. I don't really believe in signs, since it's never worked out that well for me in the past (I can find a sign in anything) but I'm hopeful. Daddy Fuss suggested a quickie, just to get one more try in, and he set The Fuss up in her high chair, turned on Curious George and gave her some breakfast. I'm afraid our quickie didn't turn out so quick - I think Daddy Fuss was distracted by her gibberish in the next room, but all in all, it was a nice way to start a morning! :)

Who knows what the next couple of weeks will hold? I'm hopeful, but then, I'm always hopeful. I'm ready to have a baby. I'm really ready to be pregnant.

1 comment:

  1. Good Luck! So nerve racking to try I know!!! Oh the 2 week (or 10 day in my case since I ama POAS addict) wait sucks! I will be waiting with you! I am now following!