Wednesday, March 21, 2007

CD 18

Another low temp this morning, dropped even from yesterdays. And I made sure I wasn’t freezing cold under the covers this time by adding a blanket. Fertility Friend went red light on me and I’m assuming I didn’t ovulate at all this month. I’m typically a 26-27 day cycle sort of girl, so doesn’t leave me much time, does it? What should I do? Go to the doctor? Keep checking my temp for another couple of months and then go to the doctor? But isn’t that just wasting time? If I know there is something wrong, do I have to wait the 12 months?

My sister wrote to me today to tell me she was really depressed about being so far away from her friends and family. She said she knows that life goes on whether you’re there or not, but she feels like she’s losing her friends and not being part of their lives, etc. It looks like they are only going to be able to afford to come home every other year now. So if she comes home this spring (they’ll be stateside April 1), I guess that means there is no way she’ll be here next spring for the birth of my baby if I manage to get PG by this summer. I really wanted her there for that. Not that I have any idea if I will be giving birth next spring, but I was hoping. This totally sucks.

Something happened with Mr Moose this week that made me think about what I would do if something happened to him. It terrified me. I didn’t sleep very well last night thinking about the possibility.

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